us who fought the monsters of our country's crowded closet

Sunday, May 27, 2007

congratulations you've finished.

oh wow.
i haven't posted in a while, i guess i've been kind of busy.

this weekend has been pretty boring, friday i had to work so i just did that then nothing.
saturay i had to do that 5k walk/run thing for gym so i did that with chloe and then went to my dads.
today kayla asked me to hang out but i couldn't cause i have to go to my grandmothers; the one i don't like and have dinner there, i guess i will just read and work on my history.

MY SHOWER DOESN'T WORK.
i have to use either my grandmothers or my moms friends, not fun.

i've decided that i might pierce my ear tonight i just don't know were yet..
then i have to tell everyone i got it done when i was at work ahah they all believe me.

OH when i was at work friday it wasn't that bad because i got to do a cart run, i thought i was going to be all alone but i ran into wyatt andy and carly so i just stayed with them for like 45 mintues :)

i'm going to go and read now. IMPULSE; i've finished burned.


hospital: the used

Monday, May 21, 2007

DIE.

okay so not last night but the night before i went to kaylas dads, that was fun.
her dad is a dick to her though and it makes me mad and i feel bad because i can't do anything about it.
we had to wake up early and i got home around 9.

i went on msn and ian told me to go to his house so i did.
we went to ray friel and hing out with lane, camille, and val til like 4 when we went back to ians with david, andy and tim came over too.
ian pierced davids lip.
when ian, amanda, dom, jubs, and nat all went to meet camillie me andy and tim made a funny shrine thing to death for a joke.

when they all got back we started to watch a movie and carly came over too after she went for a run.
when the movie was over at around 1030 everyone left and i went and slept at my dads where i watched snakes on a plane.

then today i got a call from kayla talked to her for a bit then i got a call from andy and went to macs to meet with him lane and ian.
i walked home with them then stood and talked with them for a while until andy and lane had to go home.
now i'm going to go rest my foot a bit more and watch tv
BYE.

sorry you're not a winner; enter shikari

Sunday, May 20, 2007

chaos.

today.
i have no idea what i am doing.


vela together we await the storm; the human abstract.


Saturday, May 19, 2007

bruise.


so my foot hurts like a bitch.
my mom woke me up today and made me walk and i couldn't so she toook me to urgent care.
they took xrays and theres no breakage but its a bad sprain heres a picture:)



red sweater; the aquabats

Friday, May 18, 2007

instant.cement

Okay.
so i hung out wiiith, andy ian lane grayson tim.
mostly just andy ian and lane.
first me andy and ian were all at ians for a whillee then lane came over and we decided to wander around and ran into grayson and tim and stuff and anyway, we then started to walk around and went to the falls to light army men on fire.
on the way back to no where they decided to climb a tree and when andy and lane tried to lift me up into it i fell and screwed up my ankle and now its very swollen.

then we swang and i came home cause they left and now i can hardly make it from my bed to my chair without wanting to shoot myself.
worst thing is i have to work tomorrow.
I DUNO.

head for the hills; saves the day.

TODAY is good.

i'm supposed to be hanging out with andy and i duno. whoever he's with but he's going to call me when they're somewhere else, they're at some persons house right now.
i missed the hypnotist today at school though but i guess that's okay. i just talked with people instead in the halls. but yeah, i'm going to go rrrread!

FUCK IM A NERD.


butterfly; cloud strife.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

monsters?

the day that civil glory dismembered my civility
i could have parted ribs and flesh like a different kind of Red Sea
drowned the ancient east in western progress
custom and the least of all our pride and sentiments
which turned out to be the closest thing to a fashion trend
that's ever been put on trial
which turned out to be the closest thing to a fashion trend
that's ever been put on trial
the rest was cast off as denial of statehood and mastery;
the ultimate form of treason is the treacherous use of reason
employed by the bastard sons of American fore-fathers who keep this fire burning
with the flesh of their would-be American daughters, daughters, daughters, daughters!!
what will happen to our children when the least of us pass on?
us who fought the monsters of our country's crowded closet
us who dropped the bombs on goodness when we saw it wasn't flawless
us whose youthful life was hostage to what harm did
us who fought the hardest to be swept under the carpet

snd I'm still a cigarette softly smoking on the edge of a metal ashtray
ibegged this place to let me burn, and it whispered, "burn away"


fuck i loveyou protest the hero.
this song is too good to be on earth.
nautical; protest the hero.